i'm wondering if it's just the people around me, the shows i watch or just me that i miss having a girlfriend. i mean, it's funny how sometimes i enjoy being single, yet once in awhile i'd look back and reminiscence the times i was so lovingly cared for by someone who thought the world of me. it's a confusing thing because after what happened before, i'm kind of afraid that love, it won't last forever as much as i wish it would. obviously i don't think it's impossible, but maybe at my current age and setting, it'll be hard. i mean, i've always wanted to just date one girl and be with her forever. i won't be sure of how far we'd make it, but i strongly believe that if i want it to last, it would. but obviously it takes two hands to clap and the other party's got to think the same. yet, there are still so many pros and cons when it comes to this. at times i feel i don't wish to commit right now, yet ever so often this empty pang just hits and catches you at your most vulnerable moments. sigh, it's so hard.
I think i want to go Build-a-Bear :(
I think i want to go Build-a-Bear :(
