I'll give you roses for your thoughts, it's prettier than a penny.

hi, i am so annoyed with myself.

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"i have to move on though it broke my heart, cause he's everything, everything i'm not. as i watched with my fake smile, i could hear my heart break and feel it being torn apart. because it was then i realized that i'm truly a friend and that's all i'll ever be."

A friend is someone who helps you up if your down, and if they can’t, they’ll lay down beside you and listen.

To let go isn't to forget, not to think about or to ignore. Letting go isn't about winning or losing, not about pride and how you appear. It's not obsessing and dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts and doesn't leave emptiness, hurt or sadness. It's not about giving in or giving up, not about loss or defeat. I've always believed letting go is to cherish the memories, to overcome and to move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future and with this, you learn, experience and grow. You start being thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, cry and grow. It's about all that you had and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up.

I realized the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. And to let go, it is to open a door, to clear a path and to set yourself free from the torments you have been going through. When you hold on too much and want something so much, you might not end up having it and it is truly semi perversed that most of us, we want something that we have to fight for, something that's difficult to reach.

xoxo,

your best friend, fatty rat.

There's no one here while the city sleeps

 

 

 

 

 

wah~ finally the picture(s) are uploaded, it took me at least half an hour please and this is not all, there's a lot but you know i know, wafi is just plain lazy. celebrated anizah's birthday last saturday with the clique, bought her sperry boat shoe and i'm broke now D: sucks! supposed to go clubbing but we dropped the idea because H cannot pass what~ irritating! 

 

alright, just a short post, i'm gonna hit the books before i go to sleep! anyway today practical sucks big time.. i think i'm nervous? aaahhh~ just a fucking excuses 

 

"there's a point in life when i get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. it's realizing that i don't need certain people and their crap."

 

I don't have to worry anymore, cause you will be by my side when I cry

You always smile at me

I am blessed because you always shine before me 

Your smile has helped me endless time, you know

Thank you thank you Best Friend 

 

 

let's shake our neinei, together..

fragrance hotel

 

 

 

 

 

 

i shall make this post a short one, because i've yet to pack my bag and go through the power point slides for tomorrow presentation. 

 

so on thursday(two days back), me, amos, chris, leonard and peiying went over to the cathay to watched NATM 2. played one hour of l4d @ the cathay. initially, we four(peiying went to meet her friends) wanted to go sheesha-ing but chris and leonard have the sudden urge to go drinking. 

clever me suggested to booked a hotel room for 2 hour @ hotel 81 bugis. but we ended up at fragrance hotel at selegie road, 25 bucks for 2 hour, cheaper than hotel 81. cam-whored, pillow-fights etc..  

 

checked out and slacked around the cathay for more drinks then off to meet casey and co. went home @ 11.30pm? and thanks to them, i skipped today 1st lesson because i can barely wake up, i wonder how that amos wake up when he was totally drunk that night? eh amos you no hang over uh, first timer! hahah.. sorry for the broken english, me very tired, me update for the sake of update. meeting liying and zinnia tomorrow! happy boy :D